It's all fun and games until it isn't.
I was playing a game, passing some time, trying to convince myself that I didn't really need to eat one of the brownies I just baked - don't ask me why I'd bake brownies and not eat them, I'm a girl and we're not logical.
Anyway, I was done with one section of the game and clicked a button to return to another section, and the game asked "Do you want to go home?"
Oh...oh, yes please.
Home isn't a place, really. Or...it is a place, but outside of the space we perceive as space. It's a place within ourselves, I think. A sense of belonging. A sense of being in the right place...the right place in space, and time and our lives, of life, in general, being right as it is in the moment, through a succession of moments...a sense of completion...
You know what? It's damnably difficult to nail down.
But I know I'm not there...yet.
Yet.
I will be. Home. I will be home.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
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Someday, Lady, we all will be.
I think it is definitely an inside-place. When we can project that onto uor outer environs, then we're building a good one..
Slainte, Friend-Flower...
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